mydiaryconfessions:

This became worst, my self harming became more regular to the extent I no longer felt I had the control, I was powerless, it controlled me. the slightest thing triggered and I went running to the only source I knew that wouldn’t fail to let me down, would get the through it all. Before I knew it, everything was a trigger, a reason to hurt myself, to punish myself. Anything and everything, I was causing so much self destruction.